Ok...I am gg down to the p/t sale interview tml.
Coz I have decided that I need money for alot of things.
Also it doesn't mean that I am getting that job for sure ma.
If I get then I go back to those promoter life again for a month and a half lo.
A lil like degrading...promoter -_-"

One thing I hate abt such jobs ..ok some things I hate abt such jobs is.
1)no weekends
2)inflexible timings.
3)idiotic crowds
4)monstorous aunties!

And my main concern is actually I really wanna have more time with Jason till he goes in for NS.
But if this job takes me, I wouldn't have much choice.and freaking OMG,judging at where the interview place is...it is at CHINATOWN!!!!
ARGH~~~~~~AUNTIES and UNCLES place!!!

Oh shit..And I realised one more thing..both is bday and enlistment day falls on a Saturday!!
Gr8~it is a well read rule that sales aint supposed to have something call weekend.

Should i go..should i go..should i go..should i go..

Ok..I withdrew my interview.
I will find other means den.this is not the only job ard...
Somethings are just more impt..
...
besides..Cheena town sucks la..This is the place for aunties to do cny shopping,for youngsters(like us) to maybe get a lil of CNY spirit there,but not for us to work.
no wonder they say..housewifes,retirees,students..all can.
chey!
;p

Sigh...
So come the invisible pressure to be doing something again.
It comes from urself and also others.
Almost seems like my last decision with my job is a damn wrg move.

Sometimes I really wonder...
Why does adults always feel compelled to be doing something,even if it's not their desires?
At least why do I feel so?

Maybe it started with me having no specific dreams or goals to reach ba.

Sigh..den this is bad...really very bad...
SIGH~~